May 5, 2011
Back to KL
Sick Sick Sick ~
the last result that prove me i got 'LOVE sick" (╯_╰)
Talk about the day when i came back frm penang ~
Aunty and cousin sister took a lot " Pau" for my parents..
I sick leh ~ ): and so embarrassing to take so many " Pau " ..everyone is looking at the bag..and so so lucky that frm penang to KL is using aerobridge ..
but when reach KL .. WTF!! is Pax Step ! i have to hold a small luggage + my handbag + a big bag of " PAU" ~~ it's drive me crazy ~ ~ swt!
Skul re-open .. the 1st 2 days , i feel nth ~ i can eat , can online ..just headache ..
but when i saw the result ~ I cry! I totally collapse!! {{>.<}}
The reason is here
i too crazy for u ~ since the day we been together .. Now i know , i lost myself for 1 year plus..I totally lost ~i dunno whr is Jocelyn ..whr to find her ~ these day , i feel wanna kill myself .. such a stupid mind i have ~ i wanna stand in the middle of highway ~ i really crazy to do it ..even think oso ~ Cry ! Cry ! Cry! my head so pain ..feel wanna get Boom!
I wake ~ I really wake ~ I face the problem , i accept the psychology consultant...
my mouth keep say i will stand and wake..but the result make me feel that i still haven let everything down..i still haven face the reality ..
i hurt my parents..even my younger brother oso .. he scolded me and distressed me ..
I'm feel so ashamed ...
Love a guy is not wrong , but too addicted is a mistake ~
At here ~ I have to shout out !
ERIC YIN ,
I love you more than I love my family ~
I dunno what your mind thinking about ~
but I swear , I will change my whole mind after i get consult on friday ~
not even my temper, My life oso ~
I din take " round a bout " to talk to you , just i dunno how to describe my feeling ..
So gv me some times...I will prove for u !
I know this type of words i say a million of times d.. But this time , the time is the best evidence ~
until now i still loving a person that not love me anymore ~
stupid girl ~
lost the work , lost everything , now need to slowly catch up all ~
Life is short , i need to appreciate my day ..
wish i have a happy trip on next week , a trip that i feel regret to booked it ):
Night ~ Bloggie ..
May 1, 2011
难熬的夜晚
关了电脑又起身开回。。。
说要睡觉,但怎样翻来翻去都睡不着。。。
自己都不知道自己的头脑在想什么。。。
阿姨家的后面好吵哦~~ 难到槟城人的夜生活是这样的吗??
唱歌台 。。。=="
一大堆Uncle , Aunty 在那边 " 大呼小叫"。。听了都要反白眼。。
反正睡不着。。就来个白痴介绍吧 (:
今天整半天都在听关于这个可以帮糙米“剥皮” 的机器。。神气吧?而且一剥就剥两层哦。。然后煮出来的糙米,吃下去和普通白米没分别哦。。不会干干。。也不难吃。。但它比白米健康哦。。吃了也不会肥。。所以这机器蛮值得的。。 (:
接下来就是介绍自己哦。 来这里我只带了两颗心。。两颗绑在一起的心。。手指上的心没带来~~
因为有这个就够了。。 一个你有,我也有的东西。。心是你给的。。但我都感觉不到。。
白痴还在想!!!
晚安咯~是时候睡觉去了。。每天在人家家睡到迟迟。。真的不好意识。。(╯▽╰)
五月的第一天
去年你的生日,你还没拿到家人的"P"牌。。所以没办法庆祝。。
今年你的生日,你不想要那张"P"牌了。。所以没办法庆祝。。
真的矛盾。。(╯_╰)
五月了~ 就这样五月了~~~ 我有点接受不到!
为什么我一直做笨笨的事呢?
在槟城的日子,有点过于悠闲。。。让人一直想睡觉!=o=”
头脑只会幻想着那些有的没的。。
都五月了~ 在过几个月就21岁了耶..怎么还不会长大呢?
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